Bottom of the Sea

I stand on the beach and look out into the ocean. The waves are getting big now. I see the beauty in it all, the way the earth moves to make something so simple look so beautiful. The way they crash over into the water suffocating any sign of life. I feel my feet sinking into the sand, holding me where it must. I use everything I have to run into the water. I run for the works of life. I run from the misunderstood girl that I had left on the beach. I would no longer be that girl. I stop now water up to my waste. I look up as the wave crashes down on me. I feel my feet come out from under me and the wave wraps around me. I feel like I’m in a dream, it seems like minutes under the water until I come to the top for air. I breathe in and stand back up as another wave comes crashing down around me. As before the wave encloses me. I swim to the top and keep walking. I was stronger than this. I heard the yelling from the beach. It was him. It was Far Away he told me to come back and everything would change. This just made me go faster. I wanted away. I wanted to be happy. I stopped and looked up at him. He wasn’t coming for me so I kept going. 
I could see the still water behind the waves. That is where I was headed; I would swim until I couldn’t swim anymore. I would start over; I would forget what the last four years had done to me. I would pretend nothing had happened. I would be happy. I still heard the yelling no more than the one voice I feared. I swam under the wave as it crashed down. This time it did not send me spinning. I came back up and kept swimming, I was almost there. I turned around and looked one last time and saw the face of my old lover. He was no longer yelling he was on his knees shaking. I knew he was crying. As one last wave enclosed me I fade away to the bottom of the sea.

Let it Reign

Passion is in our souls, there is no uncertainty about it. Though, misery and sorrow seem to keep advocating its way in. I agonize, as these demons’ conquest our love. Frightfully, at times, this is all we encounter. I keep these feelings to myself, terrified of what might happen if I proclaim them out loud. I see the agony in both of us, as the isolation seems to set in. Though we are so near, we are miles apart. I know love still emerges between us. We just need to achieve a way to empower it, and let it reign.

Just A Kiss On The Cheek

Time stops as you walk past; I stare and smile because you look just perfect to me. I don’t care what anyone else says. You’re the only one that makes me smile when you kiss my cheek. Some people say it’s just because you are something new, but I think it is about time I got something new. I feel like a little kid on Christmas morning, and you’re the new shiny toy.
You treat me like I’ve never been treated before. With a kiss on the cheek in front of your friends when you are leaving, just to show them that I’m your girl. When I’m cold you take your jacket off and put it on me, even though you are freezing in that short sleeve shirt. Holding my hand and pulling me closer, but still treating me with respect, which is one of the things I really like about you. 
I deserve to be happy, just like you deserve to be happy too. A kiss on the cheek is so much more than just a kiss. To a girl, it’s the delicate start of something beautiful. It shows the true feelings of a man. The smallest little things that a guy does is the most powerful.